My studies have proved conclusively that cancer patients who refuse
chemotherapy and radiation actually live up to FOUR TIMES LONGER THAN TREATED CASES... Furthermore, untreated breast cancer cases show a life expectancy four times longer than treated ones.
Dr. Hardin Jones, prominent cancer researcher and former physiology professor at the University of California Department of Medical Physics, who has been studying cancer for more than 23 years
Breast cancer case with bleak diagnosis healed after a single
session of regression therapy
by Trutz Hardo, edited & published by Healing Cancer Naturally with special
permission of the author
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He understood. Rainer had been drinking a lot, and had left me to myself very often.
How did things develop with you and Rainer after you had told him?
We lived together like brother and sister. We brought up our child together.
Did he also have a girlfriend?
No, he used to say that I would come back to him. And I didn't leave but stayed with him, at least in
a spatial sense...
So he did love you?
Yes.
Did you have any feelings of guilt?
No.
How long did the affair with your new boyfriend last?
Ten years. I loved him so much and hoped to be together with him. But it wasn‘t meant to be.
Why did it end?
He was married.
Just like you?
Yes.
Did you ever speak about wanting to break up with your spouses, in order to be together?
Yes.
Perhaps he never truly wanted this at all. For him it was just a love affair. Am I right?
Yes.
But you wanted more?
Yes.
What was your greatest heartache, as you found out or realized this?
His insincerity and my weakness.
And then, after these ten years, how did things continue with Gerhard?
We continued to work together.
You continued to work together?
Yes and I wanted to have a friendship. This is so important when one has shared a part of life’s
journey in this way. But he couldn't do it. He did the same thing my teacher had done with me.
And he continued to do so, even after these ten years?
Yes he did... he kept pressing me, he wouldn‘t accept. But I, I didn't want anymore.
Why didn't you want anymore?
No, it was impossible. I had understood that he couldn‘t do it the way I wanted it, and I need things
to be clear-cut in my life.
And what became of the relationship at home, with Rainer? Did it change?
Yes.
In what way?
We became closer again. In fact, we had never been apart.
Could you also have better sexual relations?
No.
How come? Why didn’t it work?
I feel like I am committing incest. He is like my father. And I really would love it to be different.
Would you like to add something on how things further developed, or can we leave it at that?
Leave it at that.
Another question. Do you continue to see Gerhard today?
No.
Are you still together with Rainer?
Yes.
And your Higher Self leads you once again into the bed of clouds, where you recover from everything.
The golden ray of divine light enters your body, and a feeling of complete well-being surrounds you. And you know that some hard things have happened in your present life, heavy blows of fate, as they say, and all this could
naturally have a connection to your cancer. But now ask your Higher Self: “Does the real cause of this illness lie in a past life? What does it say?
Yes.
And you are now allowed to find out the cause, your Higher Self is leading you back to it, far back
into a past life. And your Higher Self takes you by the hand, and you are floating through a wall of clouds, crossing a long, wide vale of clouds, all coloured in pink and gold. And all of a sudden you see a wide wall of clouds
before you - likewise in pink and gold. And there are many gates within it. And you are floating towards one of these gates. Now you are standing in front of it. You can touch it with your hands, and you know that the door will
open in a short while. And telepathically, your Higher Self conveys to you: "I will count to three, dear Marion, and then you will be one day before the event that is the cause of your present-day cancer. Here, take
another sip from this little bottle. As you are already aware, the liquid tastes nice and it gives you the ability to not only clearly see and recognize everything in a moment, but also to feel it." And now you take a
large sip from the little bottle and then return it. And all of a sudden you begin to feel the pleasant warmth in your stomach, and you know that at the count of three, you‘ll find yourself on the day immediately before the
important event X. You will perceive everything precisely. 1, 2, 3. Now you are there.
- LIFE AS A MAID IN HOLLAND -
First have a look at your feet. Are you barefoot or are you wearing some kind of footwear?
I am wearing clogs.
Do they have a color or ...?
Yes, somewhat like mouldy wood; puffed up.
And the rest of your clothes? Have a look, what are you wearing?
I am wearing a gray dress, with a gray apron and a gray scarf.
The gray scarf, is it bound around the head?
It‘s bound around the head.
How old are you at the moment?
I am 41.
What is your name?
Evelyn. (It is possible that the Dutch name has a similar pronunciation.)
Evelyn, which country are you in?
Holland.
What do you do, Evelyn? Just observe the daily routine at your work.
I am a maidservant.
At what time do you get up in the morning?
At 5.
How long do you have to work in the evenings?
Into the night.
Until evening, right?
Much longer. Into the night.
How long exactly?
Until it is quite dark.
Who do you work for?
... (no reply)
What kind of people are that, who you work for, whom you serve?
They are farmers.
And I am sure you also know which year you are in. 1, 2, 3. There it is!
1298.
(As we have already explained [note: in the book The Great Handbook of Reincarnation], numbers are
often distorted. The chances are that she means the year 1829).
Have you ever been married or are you still married?
No.
Have you ever had any kind of relationship with a man?
The farmer.
The farmer himself? Is he married?
Yes.
Have a close look at the farmer, and tell me what he looks like.
Tall and squat, blonde and coarse-featured.
Do you like him?
No.
Then how did he force you?
When I am in the field, he‘ll come along on his horse and climb down. I even go to meet him.
How come you even go towards him?
Because I know what he wants.
Now if you hadn‘t gone to meet him, what would he do?
Then he would hit me with his whip.
And where does he undress you?
He doesn‘t undress me. I am wearing several skirts on top of each other, but I’m not wearing any
underpants.
And you lift up the skirts, and he enters you from behind?
Yes, from behind. It all happens very quickly.
Do you have any pleasurable sensation while doing this?
No.
How often does this happen, actually?
Nearly every day.
Aren't you getting pregnant?
No.
How come you aren‘t getting pregnant?
I am not a real woman.
How do you mean?
I think that I am simply too narrowly built. Things aren't... . I am not all right.
What do you think isn‘t all right? Have you ever been to the doctor?
No. No money.
I will now count to three, and you will find yourself experiencing the important event X. You are
able to accurately perceive everything. 1, 2, 3. Now you are there.
I‘m lying in bed. A wooden bed. I am in pain.
Where is the pain located?
All over, in the stomach and in the breasts.
Have you experienced this pain for a while, or is it a recent thing?
It‘s a new thing.
How has this come about? How do you explain the occurrence of this pain to yourself?
I have the devil in my body.
How do you know that you have the devil in your body?
I feel it, it must be that way.
Why must it be that way?
Another woman would not be treated like this.
By whom?
By the man.
And this has to do with this farmer?
Yes.
How does it feel to have the devil in your stomach? Explain it to me in a little more detail.
It’s a burning feeling.
Where is it burning? Inside the stomach? Also in the chest?
Yes.
And you are really afraid, aren’t you?
Yes, I am really scared. And now he (?) is bringing a smoothing iron.
The farmer?
No, the wife, the farmer‘s just standing there and instructing his wife. With a hot flat-iron, filled
with water, and it‘s emitting steam.
And he‘s ordering her to do - what? ...
To place it there on the affected part, to ease the pain.
But the flat-iron is hot?
Yes, it‘s hot.
What do you feel as this is happening?
I am cauterized.
Do they want ... do they believe that the devil is in there and that he can be driven out by the heat
of the flat-iron?
I believe so, yes.
And does the farmer believe so too?
Yes, I think so. Now I am in pain. (moaning in pain).
And now I will count to three, and then it is all over. 1, 2, 3. Now what do you suddenly notice? Are
you still lying in bed? Are you feeling relieved?
I feel so ill.
(I intuitively realized that even more accumulated pain had to be released from her emotional body.
Therefore:) Go once again directly into the pain. Experience it once again. Now the flat-iron is pressed directly on the chest. What kind of pain is this? Let all the pain out.
This is like being cauterized, cauterized!!!
This must hurt like crazy. How do you bear this? Aren't you screaming? What are you screaming?
I scream: "Help! Stop that!" But they aren't listening.
Have you been tied up, or what are they doing otherwise?
No, they are holding me down firmly.
Yes, they are holding you down firmly and you are screaming.
The farmer's wife is doing this, and he is holding me down firmly. Oh, God!
And how long does this last? Does it happen more than once?
No, it happens only once. Once for a long stretch of time. (expressing pain)
Now I will count to three, and it is all over. 1, 2, 3. Now it is all over.
You are lying in bed now. Are your breasts still burning?
Yes. (almost whining)
Are you crying? Are they standing there? Are they saying anything? How do the two of them react?
No, they are leaving, leaving me alone.
What are your feelings after this, now that you are alone? What are your feelings?
I am not a woman.
Why aren‘t you a woman?
Now I don't even have breasts anymore.
How could they take your breasts off you?
They have cauterized them. Cauterized through the heat.
And you feel that now your womanhood is finished.
Yes.
What are you the saddest or angriest about? What are your feelings?
So humiliated. These are my feelings anyhow: lots of anger. Why do I allow this to happen to me? Why
don't I have the courage to say: "I am leaving."?
Do you resolve to do anything, once you are up and about again?
I feel so small. The others are so strong. What am I supposed to do? I don't have a home. I must stay
there, I must bear it. But perhaps the farmer will not harass me anymore. Now I don't have breasts anymore and my womb is deformed. Perhaps he‘ll leave me in peace now.
Why is your womb deformed?
Because I haven‘t got any children.
Why are you deformed?
I just think so.
And now what do you think of the devil inside you? Has he been expelled?
There was no such thing.
That is now quite clear to you, isn't it ...?
Yes.
You just allowed yourself to get talked into it.
Yes.
Who was the first one to declare that the devil is in your chest?
The farmer's wife.
Why didn‘t she fetch the priest who could have exorcized him?
That costs money.
Did the farmer's wife know that you were the person her husband was after?
Yes.
Do you think she might have done it out of spite, to get you, or to spoil her husband’s fun so that
from then on he would consider you useless as a woman?
I can well imagine that.
The farmer, he was sort of enslaved by his wife, she had him in the palm of her hand, or what was it
like?
Yes, but only at home.
I‘ll now count to three, and then it will be one year before your death. 1, 2, 3. How old are you now?
I am 59.
Do you still live at the farm?
No.
Where are you now?
I am a maid again.
Where?
At a judge's place.
And now very briefly experience your death, ... and now you are already dead and looking back. How
did you die?
I got smallpox.
And are you glad to have died?
Yes.
Have a look at your whole life. What kind of title would you give to this life?
Service.
And now if you were supposed to say: "Never again will I ..." What would that be?
Serve.
Does this mean, "never again get into a dependent relationship"?
Yes. (strongly accentuated)
You feel very strongly about this.
Yes I do.
- IN FRONT OF THE CLOUD GATE -
And when I have finished counting to three, you will be before the cloud gate again with your Higher
Self. 1, 2, 3. You remember everything, everything has stayed in your memory. Ask your Higher Self: "Why was I supposed to live such a life of hardship?" What does your Higher Self say?
You have to learn to look after yourself.
Let your Higher Self explain - what does this have to do with Marion's cancer? What does It say to
you?
If I trust in God, then I needn‘t have any fears, then I needn't fear any kind of dependency.
And you didn‘t have this as Evelyn. This trust in God was missing in you, otherwise you wouldn‘t have
had to fear anything.
Yes.
But why did you have to develop cancer as Marion? Why did your breast have to be removed?
Because through that, I found God once again. I made changes in my life.
Only after the loss of your breast or already before that?
No, afterwards. I needed that.
So what has changed for you, after the amputation?
I‘ve changed everything. I rearranged my life. Personally, I did nothing. I was being guided.
What were you like before the operation, what was it like before the cancer? What kind of person were
you then as compared to later on?
I was ..., I am the same person. What was different is that I suddenly came to certain decisions. I
told myself that there was a meaning behind this, and I explored it, and I really looked at it as a major heads-up. Before that, I had pushed God into the background, and all of a sudden, He was there.
In what form was He there?
I saw Jesus Christ while meditating, and I felt his warmth. I could pray. And suddenly I was exactly
back at the point where I had stopped earlier. And I received some sort of power that helped me to pull through everything that I wanted to. I stopped smoking, stopped drinking coffee, all that stuff. I found a straight path
and also began to see the world in a different light, as well as life in general and other people.
I‘ll be counting to three again, and you’ll then be standing in front of the cloud gate again. 1, 2,
3. And now ask your Higher Self: "Is there a reason or cause for having had to experience such a dreadful life as a maid, where I even got my breasts burned or cauterized?" What does your Higher Self say?
- LIFE AS MUSTAFA -
(spontaneously:) I have cut off a thief's hands.
I‘ll now count to three, and you‘ll find yourself on the day before the day when the thief's hands
were cut off. 1, 2, 3. Who are you now?
Mustafa.
Why don’t you talk a bit about your life.
I am an African.
Which country are you in, Mustafa?
In the Congo.
In which year?
1230.
What do you do, Mustafa?
I have a large number of wives.
Are you rich?
Yes, very rich.
Are you a trader in something?
Yes.
How did you get wealthy?
I am trading in cloths.
Take a look at yourself. What do you look like? Feel your body.
Physically, I am tall and really fat.
How many wives do you have?
18.
How old are you now?
32.
Mustafa, now go into the situation leading up to your cutting off the thief's hands. Now you are
there. What are you doing?
I am counting money.
And?
And I have to... I have been called outside to settle an argument between my wives. As I return, I
see my servant Mullah bent over my big coffer and reaching into it.
And how do you react?
I am shouting at him.
And then?
I am showing him the door, and I am sitting in judgment, holding court.
How are you doing this?
With my friends and neighbors. And we decide to cut off Mullah's right hand. And since I am Mullah's
owner, I am the one who has to do this.
How are you doing it?
I have a kind of machete. And with a single blow, the hand is severed.
Who‘s holding Mullah? How is this like? Is he screaming?
He‘s screaming, and the blood is spurting out.
How do you feel?
Satisfied.
Is all this taking place in the open?
It‘s taking place in public, and people are happily applauding.
Is the servant married? Does he have children?
No.
What‘s happening to Mullah after losing his right hand?
I‘m sending him away.
Whereto?
That doesn‘t concern me. Away, away, out of our village.
Go forward in time now. Do you ever hear anything about Mullah and what has become of him?
Yes, he‘s become a beggar.
In this life as Mustafa – is there anything else of importance that has happened, anything you‘ve
done, perhaps an infamous act or whatever? Go there. 1, 2, 3. Now you are there.
No. I was a good merchant.
- ONCE AGAIN IN FRONT OF THE CLOUD GATE -
And all of a sudden, you are standing in front of the cloud gate again with your Higher Self and you
clearly remember everything. Ask your Higher Self now: Why did you have to live this life as Mustafa, why?
I don't know.
Do you know that according to Islamic law it is legitimate to cut off a thief‘s hand? So you‘ve
perfectly acted within the stipulations of Mohammed's law. I wonder if you still carry a feeling of guilt?
Yes.
Why do you feel guilty?
I feel guilty towards myself. I also did not have the correct impression of this person.
Then how should you have handled it better?
I should have seen it better, looked into it better.
What should you have seen?
I should have recognized..., my knowledge of human nature should have been better.
What else could you have done with Mullah?
I couldn‘t have done anything else. The law demands it, after all.
So you were innocent?
No, I was at fault.
What do you accuse yourself of? Why is your heart in conflict with your head?
I want inner peace in my life, and this doesn‘t go with it. I also wish my servants to be part of my
family.
Then what should you have done to make this happen?
I should have simply said that I refuse to accept this law.
But couldn't you have prevented right from the start that the idea of robbing you even occurred to
Mullah? Why did he want to rob you?
Maybe something befell him, perhaps he didn‘t want to do it at all.
Perhaps he was misled and succumbed to the temptation?
Yes.
Maybe he had debts and needed to get money by hook or by crook. Perhaps he was also angry with you
and wanted to somehow even it out with you in his own way.
No, I do think that he was simply misled at that time because we are a big family, a good family.
And now ask your Higher Self: Is there still another life serving as a reason or cause for your later
having your breasts burned with a flat-iron? Is there yet another reason or causal event that made it imperative that you suffer as you did as a maid? What does your Higher Self say?
- LIFE AS A SWEDISH SOLDIER IN DENMARK -
I see soldiers.
I will count to three, and all of a sudden you’ll be there, having a close look at what‘s happening.
1, 2, 3.
I see a soldier on a horse.
Are you just watching him, or is that yourself?
It‘s me.
What are you doing?
I have a soldier lying on the ground below me. I‘ve stabbed him in the chest with my sword (perhaps a
dagger or knife?).
Where exactly did it penetrate? Into the chest?
Exactly through the heart... He was my friend!
Then why did you drive the sword into his chest?
He took my woman.
Is your anger, your revenge satisfied now? How do you feel after committing this act?
Bad.
Why do you feel bad?
Because I loved him, he was my friend.
And how do you deal with your woman now? Now you are there. What are you doing with her?
I don't want her anymore.
So what are you doing?
I am sending her away.
Where are you sending her?
Back to her family.
What country are you in?
I don't know.
All of a sudden, you get the calendar year you are in. 1, 2, 3.
1780.
And I am counting to three, and all of a sudden you know where you are. What do the people look like?
Are they light or dark-skinned? All of a sudden you have the answer. 1, 2, 3. Where are you?
Germany.
Are you a German, or are you a foreigner? What is you name?
Pit.
Where were you born, Pit?
I was born in Sweden.
And why have you come to Germany?
Because of this woman.
What does she look like, this woman? Go to her. Have a close look at her.
She is tall and blonde.
What is her name?
Renate.
What is your profession?
I am a soldier.
Who to you serve, which army?
The Danish army.
They have employed you?
Yes.
What is the name of the Danish Commander? All of a sudden a name comes to you, 1, 2, 3.
Rexrot.
Is this a general?
This is a general.
Do you like serving in the Danish army?
Yes.
Where do you find yourself at the moment, in which part of Germany, where you‘ve killed your friend?
Very close to Denmark, in Schleswig-Holstein.
And your friend, what is his name?
Arthur.
Is he also Swedish?
No, he‘s German.
Where did you originally meet? Go to that place.
In Denmark, in the army.
What was it about Arthur that you liked so much?
(changing the topic:) Renate.
Did you both get acquainted with her at the same time?
I met her first.
And what was your relationship like at that time?
Very close, we planned on getting married.
And now, what happened with respect to Arthur? Tell me.
I had to go somewhere. I had a mission spreading over several weeks. On the west coast of Denmark.
And Renate was in Germany. And Arthur went to see her.
What happened next?
They fell in love.
How did you find out?
I returned a little earlier, wanting to surprise Renate. I caught the two of them red-handed.
Now you‘ve killed Arthur in the field?
Yes, I’ve tricked him. I’ve pretended that it wasn‘t that bad for me at all.
But your blood was boiling inside?
Yes.
Now you‘ve killed this Arthur and you are feeling bad. How does Renate find out about Arthur’s death?
Did you tell her?
Yes, I told her.
And what did you add?
I said: He shall not have you, but you shall not have me either.
Did you tell her then that it was you who killed him?
Yes, I pretended it was an accident so that my comrades thought it was an accident.
And only Renate knew...?
Yes, I have told her the truth.
How did she react?
She wanted to tell the whole world, but all I did was laugh.
And what came of it? Did she carry through her promise?
No.
How has your life continued?
I continued to work in the army. I remained single. I was no longer interested in having a wife.
How did you die?
I committed suicide.
How did you commit suicide?
I hanged myself.
How old were you at that time?
39.
I’ll now count to three, and then you‘ve just passed over. 1, 2, 3. How do you feel after your
suicide?
Relieved.
If you could give your life a heading, what would it say?
It was for nothing.
And now if you were to say: "Never again will I ..." What would that be?
Never again will I take revenge.
- LIFE AFTER HIS DEATH -
Now go to what you experienced after your death. Where are you?
It‘s very peculiar. I am under an enormous bridge, and the water is quite black. And there are many,
many figures there and they are hiding somewhere under this bridge. It is so dark.
And? How do you feel?
Caged-in. I have a feeling that I won’t get out of this.
Who do you encounter there? What kind of figures are these?
Sinister figures. They don’t speak either, they just keep walking to and fro.
They just glance at you?
Yes.
What are their faces like?
Very angry.
Do they do something to each other, these people?
No, they just keep walking up and down giving black looks.
Do you hear any words?
No, absolutely nothing, it‘s very quiet. All I hear is the murmur of this dark and dirty body of
water. It‘s very quiet.
Where exactly are you? Under the bridge?
Yes.
Are you alone, or are there people next to you?
There are many near me.
Do they look at you? Are you looking at them?
No, they all walk about quite indifferently, but with an angry expression on their face.
Is it like “each on his own”?
Each on his own.
How are you right now?
Afraid.
And do you also look angry?
No.
What are you afraid of?
Of these people.
Why?
Because they don‘t say anything.
What is it that scares you about it?
I only fear the darkness.
Your darkness? Why don’t you describe this in detail. What are you afraid of?
I am afraid of becoming like the people here. I feel I don't belong here. I have been put into the
wrong place.
(Normally, the deceased will arrive on “the other side” in a world of light. However, those who had
planned and perpetrated evil in their life on earth will reach a kind of self-fashioned hell. Only when they start to search their soul or feel remorse, will they be gradually led back into the light.)
Then where do you belong?
Into the light.
What do you know about the light?
That it is warm and bright.
But how come you are now in the darkness? Do you find this unfair?
Yes, I do find it unfair.
Take a moment to think about it, why are you finding yourself in the darkness and not in the light?
Because I‘ve killed my friend.
Do you know this, or does your conscience tell you this?
Yes.
Then you should know why you find yourself in the darkness. Then why are you dissatisfied?
I think it‘s too severe, the punishment.
Bear in mind that doubtless you‘ve also made the German woman unhappy. Perhaps in her sorrow she
never married or similar things. You took the life of your best friend. And then you committed suicide on top of it. Do you feel any feelings of guilt? Do you have any sense of guilt, apart perhaps of feeling guilty for having
killed your friend?
Yes, I do have a sense of guilt, also towards the woman.
And you do have guilt feelings towards yourself, not just towards that woman and that friend?
Yes.
What kind of guilt feeling is this?
It‘s something one cannot get rid of, that is hemming me in.
What do you accuse yourself of?
I have made some wrong decisions.
What are you realizing now?
That I could have chosen other ways and means.
Such as?
I could have left both the woman and my friend. And I shouldn‘t have ended my life either.
I wonder if you are regretting this now?
Yes, I do regret it now.
As you are feeling those regrets, have you in some way... do you request help, are you praying, or
what are you doing, now that you are so deeply immersed in those feelings of regret and remorse? And do you truly feel remorse? And what‘s happening next? Proceed to the next event.
I am still with these figures and I am very unhappy.
Do you ever feel a need to call for help?
I am scared to say anything. I expect those figures to pounce upon me in case I do. But they are
silent, they simply don’t say a word, walking about with their angry faces.
I‘ll count to three, and then you’ll be in the next event. 1, 2, 3. What do you see or feel?
There‘s a ladder. I’m scrambling up the ladder.
Where do you arrive?
In the brightness.
How does everything look there?
It‘s a meadow, but not with flowers, just grass and some solitary trees. And I am all alone, but it
is bright. I have a most wonderful feeling of happiness, because I am out of this tunnel. And as I look, the ladder is gone.
What are you doing on this meadow?
First I am breathing, breathing deeply. And I am rubbing my eyes, because everything is so bright.
And then I am shouting: "Whoopee, whoopee, I‘ve done it!"
You are out of this darkness. You‘ve made it.
Out of this dungeon of guilt.
What is the next important event? 1, 2, 3. Now you are there.
I am breathing in smoke.
Is someone coming towards you? Are you going somewhere? What is happening?
There‘s a fire. On a vast expanse of land, there is also more grass again. But it‘s only a... like a
May fire. They’ve stacked up a very big pile. It smells so nice. And I am going there.
What do you discover?
There‘s nobody there.
What else is happening?
I‘m looking around, starting by walking around the fire and calling: "Is anybody here?" I‘m
looking round, but I don‘t see anyone, noone at all.
What happens then?
I am getting the wind up because the fire is dangerous.
Why is it dangerous?
There’s some dry firewood lying a bit further away that could catch it. There could be a blaze, a big
blaze.
What could happen then?
Everything is so dry. There could be something like a steppe fire, a forest fire.
What are you doing about it?
I am beginning to run.
Where to?
In the direction that comes to me intuitively, to see if somewhere back there are houses with people
inside where I can call for help.
Where do you finally arrive?
In a hut.
Are you alone?
No, there‘s a man there.
What kind of man? Have a look at him.
A man ... a hermit, with a long beard and long white hair and very nice, loving eyes.
How do you suddenly feel?
Good. Like having arrived. (faint laughter)
And what are you doing now?
I am telling him what I‘ve seen. He’s just slightly lifting his hand, saying: "Don't worry, this
is a good fire."
Good fire?
Yes, it doesn‘t destroy, it warms.
What happens then?
I sit down beside the man, and I tell him my story. And I ask him how I can work off the guilt that I
carry around with me.
What’s his reply?
Your sins are forgiven. He places his hands on my head. I fall on my knees, kissing his feet, and a
feeling of great warmth starts to surround me.
Where is the warmth?
All around me, as if I were being enveloped in a golden light. I realize that all my sins have been
forgiven. I feel the love, divine love. As I look up, the man has vanished.
Where are you now?
I am in this hut.
And what do you feel?
Happiness and gratitude.
What happens next with you?
I am free. I can now tackle everything.
What do you plan to tackle?
Now I will try to make up for things. I‘ll look for a task, a mission. I will find something to do,
and I will make up for everything.
Now go on and look what happens further. Go to an important event. 1, 2, 3.
- LIFE AS AN ITINERANT PREACHER -
I see myself in a white robe.
What are you doing there?
I have people in front of me, out in the open. They are seated on wooden benches.
Who are you?
I am a preacher.
What do you preach to the people?
I preach that God forgives everything and that all we need do is realize that we have sinned and that
Jesus died on the cross for us.
Where are you? In which country are you preaching?
I can‘t see this correctly.
I‘ll count to three, and then you will know where you are. 1, 2, 3.
In Israel.
Now you also know the year. 1, 2, 3.
It doesn’t work properly. (However, all of a sudden:) 77.
As a priest, are you married?
No.
Which faith do you belong to?
I am Jewish.
What‘s your name?
Abraham.
And how do they call you? How do people address you as a priest?
Sahiv. (The "v" sounds like a median sound between v and b.)
But not Rabbi?
No, not Rabbi.
That‘s your title? Sahiv Abraham?
Yes.
How old are you?
36.
Are you a happy man?
Yes.
Where do you preach? Do you have a temple, a church, a synagogue?
No. I wander.
Then how do you live and where do you sleep at night?
I go from place to place, and people give me things to eat and to wear. That’s all I need.
Take a look at your life and have a look at the highlights and major events.
I have been discarded somewhere as a foundling, but I don't know where. Someone raised me, an old
woman. She gave me lots of love. She told me a lot about Jesus Christ. Then she died. And I had to spread this word, this love. And I can also heal people.
What else can you do?
I can also work and lend a helping hand.
You are Jewish, but you still spread the word of Jesus Christ?
Yes.
Do you belong to a church?
No.
Then how come you are a priest? You can only be named a priest by a church?
There was no church institution, there was some..., I don't know, from a man, who came to the old
woman in this house. And he told me: "You will be a priest."
Before you met this woman, did you belong to another faith?
No, I was a baby.
You came to her as a baby?
Yes, she raised me.
- ONCE AGAIN BEFORE THE CLOUD GATE -
And all of a sudden, as I am counting to three, you are standing before the cloud gate with your
Higher Self, 1, 2, 3, now you are there. You remember everything that you‘ve experienced, everything remains in your memory.
And you are asking your Higher Self: What were you supposed to learn from your former life as a priest? What does your Higher Self say?
I was supposed to learn humility, and I was supposed to learn to trust people.</ | 
